Wednesday, December 30, 2009 •
& i blogged at 3:51 AM
Hey bloggie .
Todayh is the worst day in my life i swear .
Well , let me start slowly .
I woke up with mom screaming to me .
Saying that it was so late and i am still sleeping .
When i look at the clock , it was just
11:15 am the i was lyke , "Alah mama ni ! " . Then i wanted to contact my bbg girls because todayh sepatotnyerh i kua wit them .
Then mommy say nobody can leave the house and i was lyke ? "gylerh ?" .
Then mommy ask everyone to gather at the living room .
Slowly she katerh , " Granma dah takderh ..." .
My heart teros skipped a beat .
I thought she must be joking but then her face doesnt show any laughter .
I dont know how to react seriously .
Then she said that relaties from johore which grandmas sisters(11 of them) or should i say ?
My daddys aunties are coming ?
Weell , to tell you what ?
I NEVER SEE THEM IN MY LIFETIME .
And there they are coming her .
I was like "for what seyyh?" .
You tawu tak ?
They never ever came here , to singapore when grandma was sick or healthy !
They never ever came here during hari raya or speacial occasions .
THEY NEVER EVER CAME HERE .
I was like ?
WTF ?
Now they are coming when GRANDMA'S DEAD .
I swear i am so angry .
Today , i lost a grandma .
I lost my only grandparent .
I still can remember the day that she gave me advice .
The day when she gave me a kiss .
Th day when she said "GoodBye " to me for th last tyme .
Godd , pls protect her .
I hope she is in th other world with grandpa .
I hope she is happy .
FifiWacko